In my heart there will always be a place for you, for all my life. I'll always remember all the strength you gave to me. You were always there for me, for anything. I will always keep a part of you with me, but was I ever a part of you?
I've heard all you've said, but I can't even make one sound. I've apologized for it all, even though all wasn't very much. It seems to mean the world to you. But you were my world. I fall to the floor at night when I'm alone and weep, for that is all it takes is the silence and still of the night to break me down now. I shed tears to feel something, because even if it's pain it gives me some sense of being alive.
It wasn't supposed to be this way. It wasn't supposed to ever hurt this bad. I never pictured every minute without you in it, but you just left so fast. Every story, every memory consists of you. Nothing really matters anymore. The life that I knew and loved has flattered in the wind. A simple breeze that blew it all to the seas.
I'm numb.
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